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Jason Eric Stief AKA Jay DoggTribute to Jason Eric Stief 6/22/1984 - 10/14/2004 January 31 KATHY, MY SISTER, MY FRIENDDear Kathy,
We didn't get the chance to sit & have our afternoon of talk & relaxation. We were both too busy again.
When will we learn, to live now & don't worry about any regrets! People get mad, get sad, too bad!!!
Family is always more important than anything else in this world.
I can only hope & pray that you are with my Jason, he will stay by your side, but remember, he is a jokester!
The years have passed since we were young, so many of them. We can reminise and laugh, yes, now that your not there, we will bust on you too!
I love you & miss you,
Tina January 27 New WEB SITESThere are a couple of new sites that were created for the loved ones here in Berks County.
Take a visit to them & leave a comment so we know what you think & feel.
Des & Stacey Created this one on myspace for The Years of Tears group.
It is absolutely fantastic!
I had a homework assignment to build a web site also. Here is the one I created to compliment The Years of Tears group.
It is called "Reasons for Years of Tears".
December 25 Merry Christmas JasonMerry Christmas Jason.
801 days today without you. Time has kept going. Sometimes I do not understand why.
It sure doesnt feel like Christmas. The weather is warm, everyone is in such disagreeable moods. Just cannot wait until this year is over. Maybe next year will be better.
Dallas plays the Eagles today, I will root for the Cowboys for you. Plus Josh is also. Scott is still for the Eagles, so we shall see how this goes!
I love you Jason, your my baby. I miss you very much. November 25 Another Dreary DaySuch a dreary day. Nothing spectacular. Took pictures today of Jason's Memorial in the yard. I should have taken a picture in the summer when the flowers were all in bloom. It looked beautiful. Jason would have approved. Next year it will be three years for some of the plants so they should blossom heartedly.
He loved the yard. He would help me with the gardening, then he would also either help by eating the vegetables or picking the flowers. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you & shed tears.
It still seems like a nightmare happening. A nightmare that we cannot escape.
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone -- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. October 14 2nd Anniversery of my Baby's MurderJason,
It seems like time has stood still since you were murdered.
Everyone else goes on with thier lives, and I know that I am on a path to help others that were also murdered just like you.
The pain, the emptyness that is in my heart, does not go away. The sleepless nights.
I know your closeby, you woke me the other night, your cologne was so strong and it lingered in the room. Your presence is always there, I can feel you with out even seeing you.
I love you Jason, and so does Joshua. He even admitted in front of his freinds about his Touretts last night, and you know he NEVER would do that. His ticks are getting worse he said, he knows it has to do with today.
I have to be there tonight for you. I will see you soon.
Love you,
Mom July 23 MURDER POSTERWITNESS MURDERED JASON ERIC STIEF DID YOU SEE WHO KILLED ME? 5 COWARDLY PUNKS AMBUSHED & EXECUTED ME!!! MY KILLERS STILL WALK FREE SHOT ME 7 TIMES IN THE FACE!!!!
WHERE: MCDONALDS DRIVE THRU @ 9TH & SPRING STS. , READING, PA. TIME: OCT. 14, 2004 10:12 PM
$ 5,000 REWARD FOR VALID INFORMATION!
ANY INFORMATION NEEDED. WHICH WAY THEY RAN, WHAT CAR THEY USED, THE OUTFITS THEY WORE.
PLEASE HELP!!! ALL CALLS CONFIDENTIAL. CALL CRIME ALERT BERKS 1-877-373-9913 DET. SHENK – 610-655-6246 OR 610-655-6116 ALSO WWW.YEARSOFTEARS.ORG Murder~ Special ComplicationsMURDER - SPECIAL COMPLICATIONS: THE DISTINCTIVE PROBLEMS THAT FACE A PARENT WHOSE CHILD HAS BEEN MURDERED- YOUR VICTIMIZED THREE TIMES, BY YOUR CHILD'S DEATH, BY THE CRIMINAL JUSTICE SYSTEM, AND BY SOCIETY. SPECIFIC TO MURDER IS INTENTIONALITY. THE MURDERER HURT YOUR CHILD ON PURPOSE. MURDERS ARE SELDOM EASY DEATHS; YOU IMAGINE YOUR CHILD TERRIFIED, IN HORRIBLE PAIN, UNPROTECTED. RAGE AND DESIRE FOR REVENGE SURGE THROUGH YOU, UNDERMINE YOUR JUDGEMENT, LUNGE AGAINST YOUR SELF CONTROL. PRIMITIVE FEAR STALKS YOU. YOU MAY DEVELOP POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER (PSTD), THE SYNDROME IN WHICH IMAGES OR FEELINGS ABOUT THE TRAUMATIC EVENT CONTINUE TO OVERWHELM YOU. GUILT BECOMES YOUR CONSTANT COMPANION. POLICE AND COURT PROCEEDINGS INTRUDE ON YOUR GRIEF, DEMAND YOUR COMPLIANCE YET IGNORE YOUR NEED TO KNOW. OTHER PEOPLE RESPOND AS IF YOUR CHILD WAS AT FAULT. EACH OF THESE ISSUES ARE LOOKED AT IN THIS CHAPTER. THE UNCERTAINTY OF YOUR CHILD'S EMOTIONAL STATE IS ONE OF THE MOST PAINFUL AND PERSISTENT ASPECTS OF OUR GRIEF. WHAT WE DO NOT KNOW WE CANNOT LAY TO REST. |
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